Today

I woke up this morning with a kind of weird feeling.

The feeling of unsecured and loneliness.

I hate this kind of feeling very very much.

It makes me can't concentrate in whatever that I'm doing.

I was attending the lecture,

but I can feel that obviously my soul was not there.

How to get rid of this annoying feeling?

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Missing him? I would say not too much.

However, I just can't stop myself from

figuring out who is actually the guy that she mentioned.

I'm sure that 99%, it was him.

The answer is no longer important,

as it would not make a difference in any way.

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It was a rainy day today.

Suddenly I felt that FES is so crowded, especially in the cafeteria.

Then I met him, while waiting for my class.

Said hi and I tried to talk to him,

but he seemed so rush.

I don't know whether if he was really in a rush,

but that's the feeling that he gave me every time we met in the campus.

I just wanna talk to him. I'm not demanding too much rite?

But why things happened like that?

T.T

Am I that bad to talk to?